And what do I know? Nothing. It’s just a quiet certainty that came to me as I was sitting gazing out of my window in a relaxed moment. I had been racking my brain about something, and creating what if scenarios that played out like a Choose Your Adventure book ( I do that sometimes). As I have felt my zeal returning for God and continue to seek Him, I am finding myself growing content and even…dare I say it? Joyous.
I don’t want to spend too much time looking at it, because sometimes the moment you realize “hey, I’m really doing this!” is the moment you lose it.
At this point, I don’t know how things will work out, but I know that they will work out. Moments of panicking about “well, what if it doesn’t work out?” have plagued me a lot lately, so to find this little moment of just knowing is…better than any moment I’ve had in a long while.
I still realize that there are a great many things that are still uncertain in my life, things that are stressful and taxing and things that make me want to move from this little spot. That’s the purpose of this little post–to remind myself of what I know:
10 Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.
11 The Lord of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah. ~Psalms 46:10-11