Just as I suspected, CX Worx got me out of my (mental) funk (but left me with a physical one…major sweat fest). This release was mixed with three new tracks, one for back and two for standing strength. We did something called the superman with tubes that defies the term burn, and the rowing we did was all in my lower back. Of course I felt lifted after such a hard workout!
But here’s the thing: I haven’t figured out what to do about anything. I’m still thinking and praying on it. Last night, I didn’t get much sleep. I woke up during the night, and instead of dropping back off, my mind just kept going in circles, trying to figure out how to improve things. It was like a rat in a maze that just kept hitting dead ends. Blah.
I do have a positive mental attitude today. It’s going to be a better day than yesterday. It’s Friday, for one thing. For another, I’m going running, a challenge that always makes me work harder. I found a piece of a story I am writing that I had forgotten about, from nearly two years ago, that’s setting off a good creative buzz on it. In fact, quite a few of my writing projects are going well right now. Finally, my mother is back on her feet, literally and figuratively. There’s a bit more to smile about today. Let’s see if I can hold on to my joy for a full eight hours.